Hello from Jakarta!

Hello!


I’m still alive here.
It’s been two weeks since I step on Soekarno-Hatta International Airport.
Haven’t been to many places tho. Most of my friends are still having classes right now. Need to wait for awhile more till they finally are free.

A week after I reach Jakarta, I went to Bogor to attend my childhood friend, Claudia,’s birthday party.
It’s been years since the last time I saw her..umm…around 15 years I guess. Due to the distance of our houses. But last year we started to get connected by sms-ing each other again.
So we were so happy when we finally got a chance to see each other.

Presenting…

My childhood friend…

The lost monkey finds her lost bananas. Lol

Weeee~ 2 childhood friends meet again! ^_^

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I got a new baby!

Say hello to my brand new 80GB white iPod video! =D

Finally…an iPod to replace my old creative Muvo 2 which has been quite broken since last year. Now I can listen to my fave songs while looking at photos or watching movies 🙂

And yea, the case is pink. Lol

I’m using broadband now!! Yayy! But too bad I got a limit of 1GB per month..The unlimited one is still very expensive! Rp 750,000! (RM 300). The one I use is just Rp200,000 (RM 80) .Nvm! At least the connection speed is much faster than if I use dial-up. Hahahaha…

Lastly, my deep condolence for Afong’s pho2. It’s been almost 3 weeks since she passed away. So sad. So next time I won’t see her when I go to Afong’s house. Everytime I went there, she always asked “Ehh **mel [her special nickname for me. Classified.Lol]. Udah balik dari Malaysia lu?”. I won’t see her sitting there on her chair reading a book, watching TV, or sleeping…

I will miss you pho…Hope Jesus got you the best place besides Him in heaven 🙂

I received a shocking news from my mum just now…

Cika, be strong gal. It was really sudden [yesterday] and it must be really shocking for you and your family. I pray that he will get the place in Heaven with God. And I hope you, your mum, your lil sister, and your big bro will stay strong. God be with all of you always =)

In deep condolence for Cika’s dad…may he’ll be received in God’s hand and be seated at His side in Heaven…

for you whom I doubt will read this..but I dun care..lol

How i miss that time dude…

How I wished the clock would have stopped its’ hands…

Just for that day…

For that few hours only…

But as time grows…

I know you were not meant for me…

When I knew about it…

I did not know what should I say…

Just kept it inside…

Hoping you would not realize…

*Which I don’t think you are…*

And it hurts me so much to see it…

at first…

But slowly…

I have been trying to bury you deep…

deep…

deep…

deep down inside…

Hoping you will not crawl up to the surface again…

and yet…I think it works =p

Anyway…

Thank’s for those happy moments…

Thank’s for making me laugh…

Thank’s for everything…

🙂

What would you do if someone you didn’t expect to appear suddenly pop in your pages of life AGAIN??

it’s happening…the feeling i’m burying deep down inside is now crawling up to the surface again…
what should i do? should i just try to let it go or should i let it stay inside?
the memories are passing by…each and every one of them…

as always, i keep everything inside although it hurts.
i don’t know…i’m just used to it.
i think i just don’t want people to see that i’ve been hurt.
as like…well, i don’t know how to say…lol =p

i know it sounds selfish.
i don’t want people to keep their hurting feelings inside
so i want them to share it with me[well, i always say they can share it with me if they want to]
but i rarely share my problem with them
as if i don’t want to encumber them with another problem

but then, some people say that it is not good to always keep everything by yourself…

Quote of the day: it hurts to see the people i love being hurt by love…